
I dreamed I was reading a villanelle
in front of a crowd. Next to me on the floor
was a large bag of garbage I'd mistakenly
brought with me onto the stage. My own garbage.
And the crowd did not care about the villanelle.
Its intricacies or its subject, which was ornate
and thorny and probably none of my business.
I was a snob in the midst of a throng of people
hungry only for the truth. I have never played
the role of a snob or read a bad poem
intro a microphone next to a sack of my own
garbage, in life or dream. What do you think
it means? Are the gods mocking me for acting
in-the-know? This would happen back home a lot.
Anybody who tooted their own horn
or dared to sound as if they were an expert
on any subject were mocked and driven
into the next county. Never hold yourself above.
There is no expertise. There is only good sense,
earned hard and held close to the vest.
It is not to be displayed but hoarded,
like canned goods in a storm cellar.
Go back for the garbage and deal with it.
In so doing, if you rouse a swarm of flies,
they're yours to tolerate or swat. Choose
your poison, but don't poison the well.
Your dreams are just dreams,
and all dreams go up in smoke.
Diane Seuss, "Villanelle" from Modern Poetry. Reprinted by permission of the publisher.
Source: Modern Poetry (Graywolf Press, 2024)